| Location | Sutton, Surrey |
| Age | 22 years |
| Date of Birth | 2/1985 |
| Visitors | 10,016 since 14/02/2007 |
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Hi, Im Emily, Annas big sister.
On January 11th, 2007, Anna was found dead in her Crawley flat by her friend. She had hung herself.
Anna was 21 years old at the time she died. She left a suicide note to our mum, which read 'I
love you. Hold on and be strong'.
Anna was one of 5 - Emily, Anna, Jenny, Izzy and Hannes. We lost our younger sister, Isabel (Izzy)
in exactly the same way in November 2006. Anna, as with all of us were devasted to lose Izzy in such
a tragic way. (Please visit Izzys website on GoneTooSoon).
Anna was a beautiful, strong, generous person who touched everyone that she met. Her suicide has
shocked us all deeply. Our father Peter also committed suicide in 2005 which it seems set off a
series of tragic events.
Words cant express how much we miss Anna and Izzy. Please light a candle on both my beautiful
sisters websites and keep their memory alive. The only thing that we hang onto is that they are
together again, in peace.
'For everything I touch, you touch,
Every step I take, you take,
Every breath I breathe, you breathe,
Every move I make, you make.
I told you we'd make it to the sunshine one day,
You just got there a little quicker'
(Tupac Shakur, The Good Die Young)
http://izzy-borau.gonetoosoon.co.uk/my_index.php - please light a candle on Izzys site as well and
keep their flame burning X
MY BELOVED ANGEL
Each day I wake up from a terrible dream,
Only to find the world has changed.
I go to your room; your things are still there
Your toys, your medals and your favorite bear.
The scent of you lingers, the smell of your hair
Memories of you, I find, are everywhere
Your precious books are stacked by the bed
And tissues that captured your tears as you read
Your paintings and drawings still hang on the wall
Collections of seashells and rocks from the beach
Bring back the memories of the times well spent
How do I go on without you by my side?
To love you to hold you, with smiles and pride.
My heart, it is broken, my dear beloved child
I miss your laughter, your music and your smiles,
All of our dreams of the future will never come true
The 'whys 'and 'if onlys 'endlessly swirl in my head
Please tell me, oh God, I wish I were dead
I want to be with you every second of the day
But Dad and your brothers, they need me to stay
Your friends and your family will never forget,
Your friendship, your love and your gentle kindness
You will live on forever in their hearts and their minds,
I will love you forever my darling, my child...
♰ For Anna with love ♰
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Dear Anna, we have so much in common, I wish we have met each other in other ocasion, not in this grief journey. You, Izzy and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Anna xxx
Joy is not a treasure you can lose.
Unless you will not, you will be consoled.
Linger with me long as you may choose.
In music as in life no joy is cold.
Undo, then, the tight corset of your grief
So that you might enjoy the moment's keening.
Give ear to music, eloquent though brief,
Restoring to the miracle its meaning.
Of all we think and feel and say and do,
So little, really, must be bound by time.
Still palpable, I'm here with all of you,
Musical as ever in this rhyme.
All I was, I am, and yet will be,
No less in love, although in memory.
nicolas gordon
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I sit beside my window
I watch the stars above
Searching for my Angel
The one i miss and love
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I wish upon a shooting star
Im missing you so much
Wouldnt it be lovely
To feel an Angels touch
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As i reach out to touch you
My Angel youre not there
For when my time on earth is done
I know youll meet me there
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copyright Vicky Deaville 22/8/09
REST YOUR WEARY HEAD AND DRIFT OFF INTO DREAMS,
FROLIC IN THE SUNSHINE AND BATHE IN GODS MOONBEAMS.
USE THE STARS AS STEPPING-STONES TO TAKE YOU TO YOUR PEACE,
THE PAIN OF LIFE FORGOTTEN NOW YOU HAVE FOUND RELEASE
WITH OUT RAIN A FLOWER FOLDS,THE PETAL DROP AND DIE,
THERE WAS NO WAY TO SAVE YOU,YOU COULDNT EVEN CRY.
SO WE CRY ALL THE TEARS INSTEAD AS WE MUST LET YOU GO,
TO HEAVEN AND GODS GARDEN TO BLOSSOM AND TO GROW.
THE LITTLE SEED IS PLANTED,YOU'LL BE WATERED EVEY DAY,
THE ANGELS WILL TEND ALL YOUR NEEDS AS IN THEIR ARMS YOU LAY.
YOUR LIFE WILL BE AMAZING NOW AND FULL OF WONDEROUS THINGS,
REST IN PEACE DEAR SWEET DESIREE,GO FLY ON ANGELS WINGS.
author unknown.
~ In My Mind (by Jenn Farrell) ~
Somewhere in my dreams tonight
I'll see you standing there,
You look at me with a smile
"Life isn't always fair."
You say you were chosen for His garden
His preciously hand picked bouquet,
"God really needed me
That's why I couldn't stay."
It's said to be that angels
Are sent from above,
I've always had my angel
Whose heart was filled with love.
Wherever the ocean meets the sky,
There will be memories of you and I.
There is a little bridge..
Past the moon up high
All our Angels walk over it
And God greets them in the sky
There is a little bridge..
A bridge thats made with love
Especially for..
Our Angels..
In heaven up above
There is a little bridge..
Where there is water down below
The bridge is covered in Angel dust..
And the water really does glow
There is a little bridge..
Over the rainbow way up high..
So close your eyes..
Make a wish..
For your Angel in the sky
copyright Jackie Thomas 31/07/09.
Like your sister Izzy, you left this world so young, Anna. Reading the tributes from your loving family I know that they can never, ever forget you. I should know. I lost an athletic brother and a lovely sister, both younger than myself, and an older brother who committed suicide way back in the 1960's. Even though I am now in my early 60's I have never stopped missing them.
May the Good Lord hold you and Izzy, his children, in the palms of His hands and breathe eternal peace on you both.
Ranjit Jhuboo
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